Sadly, there have been several–maybe lots–of cheat days recently. It’s so hard to control the cravings I keep having…sometimes, it takes everything within me to keep myself from giving in. Hopefully my last cheat day was Saturday (2 days ago).
I’m so ready for this surgery. I want the cravings to stop. I want the weight to start coming off. I want to be able to go out and exercise. I want to wear normal people clothes and do normal people things again. I want to quit sleeping all the time. I want to feel like I’m in control rather than powerless.